I should never draw during these moments in my life. What drove me to draw this… strange and dark picture… is one phrase that seemed to have echoed through my mind ever since yesterday.
"You have no right to feel this way."
There are times where I feel like… I need to hear extremely negative feedback to feel satisfied. To know that I can still feel. To know that I’m still human, and realize that not everything that I do is perfect. To know that I have downsides, too.
I don’t know how much more I can explain myself, but this is the best I got.
…No, no one’s hurting me. I’m only hurting myself.
I’ll be fine. I’m not sad. I’m just thinking too much.
…I’m sorry. I’m just gonna go to sleep now.
Good night, guys. I’ll be fine tomorrow. Besides…
Tomorrow is another day. ‘^’
You are such an amazing drawer… And if you feel sad, unhappy, unloved, worthless, it always helps to channel those feelings into something productive.